CAMP!!!

I spent last week up at Crescent Lake Bible Camp-Family Camp week 1, soooo good!!  Alex and Jake weren't able to join us because they are both in Guatemala until tomorrow, so Nick brought his friend Thomas along.  The whole week was great, the speaker spoke on Elisha, very interesting, and the rain stayed away after Tuesday for the most part.  Here are some of my favorite pics from the week.

Our sunset Sunday night.

 Thomas and Nick enjoying some Frolf action :)

Nick ripping it up on the kneeboard

Dale really ripping it up on the wakeboard!

Nick, Thomas, and me getting ready for the triathlon

Me wakeboarding

Overall the week was great, lots of good fellowship with our camp family and just having fun.  More stories to come I'm sure!  As you may have notice earlier in the week I posted a blog called "Challenge by Choice" that's not up anymore.  I was really in a rush to just get it posted and I've been reading it and there's just something I don't like about it right now.  So, I'm taking it down for a little tweaking, yes T-W-E-A-K-I-N-G tweaking (please pardon the movie reference that only Alex and Mom may see, I couldn't help myself), and hopefully it will make a reappearance soon.

As you may have noticed....

As you may have noticed I have done a terrible job keeping my promise of posting this summer.  I've have a few posts that have been in the works for a while that I just haven't been able to put out there yet, but now as I get closer to Haiti I know more people will be checking to see what's new.  So here's an update and the plan:

On Monday the 12th I leave for a Campus Crusade for Christ summer project in Chambrun Haiti.  I will spend 3 weeks working on a compound near an internally displaced people's community serving and loving families who lost everything in the January earthquakes.

Tomorrow our family (those of us left in the States anyway = not Alex and Jake) leave for a week at Crescent Lake Bible Camp.  So excited to spend a week at camp!  I'm hoping that the time to just be at camp will give me some good time to spend with Jesus and will let me write and publish a couple of blogs that are in the works.

So, hopefully we'll be talking soon :)

I am not ready for tomorrow

I'm not quite sure what I'm really looking to say tonight, so I'm just going to start typing and see what happens.

I don't know if I've ever felt less prepared for a day as I feel tonight about tomorrow.  Tomorrow I will stand in a funeral for hours with my family.  I will be giving hugs, getting hugs, listening to stories, crying, laughing, and talking with people about the amazing man that my grandfather proved to be every day.  Tomorrow my grandpa's death will again be as real as it was in the hospital waiting room on Saturday.  I will be hit with emotions I don't want to experience and surrounded by a family I couldn't live without.  I will rejoice in the fact that Grandpa is in the presence of the King and mourn because I know life in this family will never be the same.

Although I've been bombarded with a million memories in the last couple days, one that keeps sticking out to me is a dinner I shared with Grandpa Billy this fall.  I had just gotten back from Colorado a few weeks ago and Grandpa and Grandma had me over for dinner.  We talked about my experiences in Colorado and what the Lord had done in my life through them.  After dinner Grandpa brought out a printout of my recent blogs.  We talked about them a little bit, one that stood out to him was a review I wrote of a book I was reading at the time, "How could a loving God...." by Ken Ham.  In this blog I talked about my struggle to understand things like death and suffereing in this world and how this book tried to alleviate that. After talking about the book for a little while, Grandpa concluded the conversation with something like "Books like these are good, but at the end of the day, we know we've got the best with God and He's got the best for us, as long as we have our faith, it's enough."  So tonight, my faith will be enough, and tomorrow I will worry about when it gets here.

Thanks so much for your prayers this week, I can't tell you hw much your love and support mean to me.

Prayer Please and Thank You

Dear Friends,

This post is going be short because I have about a million hours of homework to fit into the next 19 hours, but I just wanted to drop in and say hi!  Thanks so much for bearing with me this semester as posting has been so all over and infrequent.  I promise I've got a couple of good blogs in the making, and once I get through finals hopefully I'll be able to stimulate some deep thought :)

Today though, I would like to take a second and simply ask that you would uphold our Athletes in Action Leadership team in prayer this weekend.  AIA has been going really well this semester and I feel like God has been moving inside of our athletic department.  This Sunday we have our final Leadership meeting to really review the year and cast a vision for next year.  I'm so excited to see where God is taking our ministry and I would like to ask you to lift up the hearts of our leadership team over the next couple days.  That God would prepare our hearts to look to the future and see what He has for us and that we would all be able to continue to come together to lead His movement on campus.

Thanks so much for your prayerful support,

Randi

The End of Big Break

So the last time we chatted it was Wednesday morning at Big Break, so much has happened since then so here's a list!

1) Thursday morning: I spent some time with Jesus on the beach. I took a break from my time in Judges to hear from Christ in John 21. All week one thing that had been on my heart was Jesus call to "tend His sheep," so I decided to go through John 21 where Jesus give this command to Peter. The chapter start with Peter and some other disciples fishing, they don't catch anything all night and then they see "someone" on the beach who tells them to throw their nets over the right side of the boat. We all know how the story ends, the disciples pull in nets full of fish and then Peter and John realize that someone is Jesus and Peter jumps into the water and swims to the beach because he is so overwhelmed and excited to see Jesus, that is a passion I desire! Then when Peter makes it to the beach and has breakfast with Jesus, Jesus asks Peter if he loves. It takes Peter answering that question three times before Jesus moves on from His questioning and every time Peter tells Jesus the he does love Him, Jesus tells him to feed and tend His lambs and sheep.

I couldn't help but feel like Him was asking me the same thing sitting there on the beach.

Randi, do you love Me?
Yes Lord of course I love You.
Randi, do you love Me?
Come on Man, of course I love you, I'm at Big Break, I'm giving you this week.
Randi, do you love me?
Yes Lord, I love you with everything, everything I am, everything I have, I love you.
Randi, feed My sheep.

I sat on the beach for a little while just spending a few more moments with Jesus and I left ready to follow Him, ready to feed His sheep.

2) Thursday later morning: Since Thursday was our last day of ministry and Friday was a free day, at Thursday morning's talk Ben and Shelby challenged everyone to consider going on a summer project. I have been praying since I got home from Colorado that God would reveal what He had for me this summer. I really thought that was going to be an internship with EMi, then I didn't land that job for this summer so I though maybe God was calling me to stay in Madison for the summer with a local internship, all semester I have been filling out applications and sending emails to potential employers and nothing has panned out.

So when Shelby stated panning through project options that were still open for the summer, I was thinking a little bit about where God might be reserving my time. Then Shelby started talking about a brand new project for this summer, a project working relief in an internally displaced people's community in Haiti. Of all the projects he had introduced, obviously this one caught my attention over the others. They had mentioned this project briefly earlier in the week, but didn't really say what it was. Shelby went on to explain that GAIN, Campus Crusade's relief branch, would be running 3-3 week summer projects where students would work with people in and around Internally Displaced People's communities. Right away I knew this was an option for this summer that I had to consider, but I didn't want to jump into any decisions either. As I sat and thought about, talked the option over with God, the thing that kept coming back to my mind was the Lord's call earlier that morning, Randi, do you love? Then feed my sheep.

So I haven't heard back on my application yet, but I feel like God is calling me to spend 3 weeks at in July in Haiti! I'll let you know when it's official, but I really don't see Him closing this door. I would love it if you all would start praying that the Lord would begin preparing my heart for the experience He has for me. I know it's going to be unlike anything I've ever done, and honestly I'm a little nervous, but more than anything I can't wait to serve Him and see what He has for me!

Now we're not done yet....

3) Thursday Afternoon: That afternoon when we went out sharing, I was sharing with a girl, Shaina, from Cornell. Cornell has only had CRU on their campus for a semester, so there were only 5 people from their campus on Big Break and all week they had been sharing with us. As Shaina and I started the day I could tell she was still a little unsure of sharing her faith and still struggled a little bit with the KGP. I had her lead me through it and the plan was for her to watch me share it with a group and then have her do it on her own. Afte we shared with a group of girls from Edgewood, which went really well :), Shaina said that she was glad that the girls had asked so many questions because she had asked a lot of the same questions too. After she said that I just really felt like there was still some stuff she was struggling with so I asked her is she wanted to just sit down and talk about some of those questions with me. We slowly began to work our way through the KGP addressing any questions or hesitations she had as we got to them and 2 and a half hours she made the decision to give her life to Christ!!!

It's an understatement to say I was completely stoked! I've never seen God use me in that way in anyone's life and to really see the change in Shaina when she was able to overcomes Satan's lies in her life and truly accept the promise of John 1:12 was truly awesome. I abuse that word a lot I think, I use it too much, but this seriously was awesome.

So yeah, Big Break in a nutshell! Lot's of good stories and God moments.

quick update

So when I promised to blog everyday, I was, of course, over estimating my ability to fit a million things into one day on Big Break. In fact, I really only have like 15 minutes this morning to give you a quick update, so I will give you a lot of pictures, a little explanation, and a promise of a few deep thinking entries written on the drive home.

I have been having a blast this week and really seeing God move in BIG ways. Two times a day we get to listen to speakers Ben Rivera and Roger Hershey train us in evangelism and help us to go deeper in our own walks with God. Then, for a few hours every afternoon, we go out to Spring Breakers on the beaches and just try to start conversations that will lead to us sharing the Gospel with them. We have been using a survey put out by Campus Crusade called the Quest survey that has 6 different questions like "What are 3 words that describe your life?" and "On a scale of 1-10 rate your desire to know God personally." The questions are designed to simply help us get to know people better and then help make an easy transition to spiritual conversation. We have been sharing the amazing story of God's love and grace using the "Would you like to know God personally?" booklet put out by Crusade. The KGP (knowing God personally) is a really effective way to share the Gospel. It's four point presentation is right on and really east to follow while communicating the Gospel very clearly. If you're curious about the Gospel or just want to learn more about what our encounters on the beach look like, you can find the KGP here.

We've seen a ton of people come to Christ on the beaches and even one student who came on Big Break with his school got saved yesterday, Praise the LORD!!

As promised, here are some pics too.



Monday night all the boys put together a "Creative Date" for the girls rooms. Our guys put together a Mexican themed evening!! Great tacos and wonderful salsa music!



Here's a view from our hotel room of our amazing beach.



Tuesday afternoon we helped put together meal kits for Haiti relief in partnership with Global Aid Network and Kids Against Hunger. Over the last 5 weeks of Big Break, we have put together over 1 Million meals that will be shipped to Haiti Friday!!



Tueday night was our turn to put together a creative date for men's rooms. We began our night with aluminum foil sword fight battles and followed with pizza and of course epic music from Pirates of the Caribbean all night!

Over all, I'm having a great time this week, God's been working in my heart a lot and I can't wait to see what He continues to do this week. Please continue praying for boldness and the guidance of the spirit for all students here.

Big Break!!!

With this week comes a long awaited and much needed Spring Break! School has been so ridiculous and stressful lately, I am so stoked to have a week to have no homework or deadlines to make. And where am I spending my break you ask? In beautiful Panama City Beach, Florida I answer! I am on Big Break with Campus Crusade for the week. Over the course of the week, we will be listening to speakers, growing in community, and sharing the gospel on the beach to college students from all over the country. I've never been on Big Break before, I'm so excited to be here, but definitely a little nervous to take the Good News to the beach. There are so many college kids here just looking to be filled up with anything or anyone they can find on the beach. I pray that God fills me and everyone here at Big Break with His strength and courage and that His Spirit would guide us as we share on the beaches this week.


Today we spent some time just chillin and hanging out on the beach. What do college kids do while on the beach????

Dig holes and bury people of course!